gratified
apterous, destitute of wings
suicide, in dire need of self-mutilation
sardonic and bitter, caught in a masquerade;
perplexed, lost in a state of mental agitation
the portrait of a forgotten nightmare
obscured by salient awakenings
addicted to indulgence unrestrained
yet exclusive of my real feelings
why the seclusion?
why the isolation?
can’t bear to give way
else the need for irrational decay
bear witness to the famous statement
"stop questioning about the content"
fear of rejection, fear of violation
seek justice from pure contentment
resuscitate me.
i commend to the maggots that feed on me.
murder by mere presence,
i seek salvation from your imperious essence.
vacuous from mind and opinion
i surrender my rationality
detachment from unwritten reality
in my despair, i am your territory.
